I'll be honest, In my month of being on match.com I'm starting to get rather disappointed. I've had 1 date and a lot winks from dudes that are about 55 years old and look as if they haven't seen a shower, razor, or their toes in about 7 years. Needless to say, I'm starting to wonder if God is playing a horrible joke on me.
The 1 date I did have was fine. Nothing bad, but nothing super fantastic either. I think some of his actions prior to our date made it hard for me to consider him as a match for me. (We'll get to that in another blog) The thing is, after that date I got a little gun shy to date more. Every time a date goes down in flames, so to speak, I wonder if I'm ever going to find anyone.
What's more frustrating is the times when I actually have the balls to wink or email a guy myself, I don't seem to get any response back. Or if I do get a response back they email back once and then vanish and aren't to be heard from again. I'm starting to feel like the 55 year old men that I don't respond to. Or the guy that hasn't seen his toes in years. Am I that hideous that that's the reason I'm not getting any responses?
I don't understand. Is God testing my patience? Because if he is...it'd be nice if he'd throw me a bone here and there. I've always kind of thought it, but I'm really starting to think that there really is something that makes me undateable. Or is God trying to tell me that the man of my dreams is in his 50's and smells like KFC? What is wrong with me?
I'm going to try to keep my head up and hope that at the end of all these frogs there's going to be one great prince. If not, then I'm going to need a few more vibrators...and batteries!
Best of luck on our quest for love.