Lately, I've been feeling a little down because I haven't had much luck finding a job. I look everyday. Sometimes I look for hours. Sometimes I might find a new opening and other times I find absolutely nothing.
Ever since the station flipped in November I always felt as though i had time on my side. I remember when people would ask me how long my contract was for, it always seemed that I had a year and a half. Now its almost a year and still nothing. In fact, I've maybe had 3 or 4 real bites on jobs. At this rate I'm wondering if I'll find anything. I'm starting to panic
Everyday I scour the Internet looking at website after website looking for my next opportunity. I apply for every job that I think I can do or want to do. Here's the thing, I've had such little response that I'm wondering if I'm not doing enough. Am I not looking hard enough? Is there something I'm missing?
As I've stated before, I know that my situation is a pretty good one. I know that I'm very blessed to be looking for a job while I still have this cushion. Although I can't help but get down. Will I just take a job just for the sake of taking one?
With all of this economy crap...I don't even know what I'm going to do about the place I live. Should I move out...try to save money? What if I actually find a job...and I have a lease for another 6 months?
AHHH I hate this!!! It sucks! My only issue is that i don't want to fall into some depression because i feel like I'm not good enough for what I want in life. This recession is making me need medication to stay happy.