I appreciate all the kind words, people concerned and wondering what happened to the station as well as the show. In a time where things in your life are uncertain it certainly makes one feel good to know that people are thinking about you.
As many of you know that WKTI is no longer, which means so is the show I was a part of is no longer. It's sad. I felt we were starting to really make some head way but I've been in this business since I was 18 so I'm not shocked by the events that have transpired.
The days after this all happened I think I was in shock. Thursday I went to bed at 9:30 and didn't get out of bed till the next day at noon. I just didn't know what to do with myself. I felt lost. I woke and still wake up feeling as though I've lost a piece of my identity. I mean I now know how an actor may feel when they get written out of a script. Sure they have money to live on for a while but what's next? That's how I feel. I'm not really sure what's next.
Will I be able to stay? Will I have to move? At this point I have my thoughts but to be honest I have no idea what direction I'm headed for. I will be thankful because this situation for me could be so much worse. I could be out on the street without a safety net. That is not the case. Although, what I'm currently doing won't last forever and I need to start really thinking about my future and what it holds. What direction does Erin want to go?
Do you go for what you really want to do? Or do you go for what may be open at the time? All I know is that I need to think and maybe even do some praying to help guide myself in the direction that I should take. I'm very thankful that I'm ok for now.