Lately, I've been trying not to get to worked up about the job market and where I fit in it. I should expect that people will ask me about the QVC thing for awhile. "How did it go...when will you hear something?" The problem is...so if that door closes...when the next door going to open and what's behind it?
I think I started to freak out a little when I saw something that made it look like they were only hiring for one position. I just started to get a little down...like really what are the odds? I know I did so much better than a lot of people and I did better than I even expected but still...it's like a nationwide search. I know it's really too soon to know what's going to happen but I can't help but feel a little impatient and scared.
So what's the next opportunity? Is it going to be just as big? So just say I don't get the QVC job. I'm obviously continuing to look for other opportunities. Here's the worry wort in me...what if the next door that God opens for me is a much smaller job? Smaller than the one I have currently. People always say tthat when when God closes one door another will open and the usually it's better than you can even imagine. But what if it's not?
It's hard for me to think that I could've had the best job of my life to one where I'm taking 5 steps backwards. People say that God has a plan for you and you don't know what it is. What's my plan? What direction will it take next and if I don't get the prize behind door number 1...will I like what's behind door number 2?