Every once in awhile I go through these phases where I wonder where my life is going and I question "Is this all there is for me?" This always annoyed my ex. He didn't realize that things weren't going the way I wanted them to in my life it was frustrating for me.
I know that I'm a very impatient person. I'm always comparing my life and myself to others. It's hard because I know I shouldn't do it, but sometimes I can't help it. I get tired of the status quo in my life. Especially, when I see other people and their lives progressing and I feel like I'm standing still.
I know that I should be happy for the things that I do have in my favour. I know I should just take things one day at a time, but I want it all now and I've always been that way.
I had a co-worker today tell me, "Erin you need to just be. You need to stop trying to be Erin finding a guy or Erin working out all the time. You need to just be Erin. Wake up and just be."
It sounds great, but I'm not sure I just know how to be. I feel like I need to be doing something and if I'm not..then I'm not making things happen.
I realize that I could probably use a lesson in relaxing. I stress myself out when I don't need to.
ya things will come to you erin. there is a guy out there for you to bad your not in milwaukee anymore my dad has been divorced for a few years has 4 kids 2 in college so not there. But i think you to would get along great u both are loving people and know what they want let me know if you want to know more
ReplyDeleteI think because you've always been so goal oriented you tend to handle many things this way.
ReplyDeleteYou figure out what you want & then go after it.
Nothing wrong with that.
It's just that this approach works better in some areas (like finding a job) & not so good in others (like finding a boyfriend).