Tuesday, July 31, 2007

I FEEL LIKE JESSICA SIMPSON!!!!



Ok...so I'm not blond or have a large chest...or rich...or famous...SO WHY DO I FEEL LIKE A JESSICA???? When it comes to relationships...I maybe know what she feels like.


So if the tabloids are correct...
Jessica was the one that wanted to get separated and divorced from Nick Lachey. CHECK!!! I know what that's like! I was the one that moved in that direction with my marriage.

Nick started dating right away...and it was all over the place.
CHECK!!! My Ex dated people that were friends of ours! Or better yet people at work set him up with their friends! WEIRD! So coworkers would always give me updates on his conquests. Awesome!!!

Now Jessica gets dumped by John Mayer.
CHECK!!! I get dumped by Sean!

And Jessica's Ex - NICK is happily together with Vanessa while Jessica is single again.
CHECK!!! My Ex-husband happily dating his latest girl and I once again am a single gal in the city.

Now granted part of this might be a stretch...but I see the simularity a bit!

I know I probably should just get over it.

I'm going to eat some ice cream now!

Friday, July 27, 2007

FEELING A LITTLE BETTER...

Well since Sean broke up with me last Thursday, I'm doing a little better. I was down in the dumps for a good 5 days. I hardly ate, I just never had an appetite, I just never wanted to do anything. I just kept thinking about what I did wrong, "What's wrong with me?", "What happens next?".

I do feel better. My appetite is not completely back but it may take a second.

The funny thing, Sean and I still talk almost everyday. It's for most part good conversations. He'll ask me how my day is and how the show went, what am I doing that evening. I'm a little confused by all of it. I don't necessarily think that because we are talking means we'll get back together but at the same, this happend before. When his brother was very sick he broke it off. He wanted to spend as much time with his brother and would not come to see me. He I think felt torn, and the easiest thing for him to do was break it off. So is this the same? or is he still talking to me because he feels guilty? Does he care? Is he not completely ready for to cut things off? I'm probably over thinking it!

Men are very hard to figure out. They hide feelings. Maybe it's me. Maybe I'm just a little too open.

Thursday, July 5, 2007

SUMMERFEST CRAZINESS!!!

So I moved into my place...so far so good! Now I'm spending all my days and nights at Summerfest.

I've been walking around talking to people and asking them random questions...like "Can I eat your food?" Let me say everyone let me have a bite!

I also have been eating like crap all week!! (Note to self...join a gym a.s.a.p.!!!)

I will say I've enjoyed the eating but boy am I paying for it!!! Yowza!